i promised to write more about my first chat with Mistress Abigail and here it is. i apologize for the delay. i was out of town on business. i would love to just copy the chat here but Mistress says i am not allowed to quote Her words without permission. It all started when I begged Her to let me buy her yahoo id. She laughed and said that if it wasn’t available for any old pervert to buy, it would not be on Her website. Then She sent another pay email for $120. i was scared to pay it since i had no clue what was inside. Of course i eventually did. i am pathetic and have no self control. Inside was Her yahoo id and the extra $20 was for sending it special delivery instead of me just clicking the link on Her site. Mistress also wrote something about how it’s obvious She must have a special needs person on her hands since i can’t even follow basic directions. i just wanted to be forced to buy Her id and instead She was laughing at me and how stupid i am. It was so embarrassing! my tiny penis was hard as can be! i immediately added Her to my yahoo buddy list but didn’t dare message Her when i saw that Her status was “busy”.

i waited for another half hour. i couldn’t touch my little dick because if i did i know i would shoot all over the place. i also knew Mistress would not like that and i wanted to really please Her the first time we chatted. Finally Her status changed and it still took me a few minutes to get up the courage to send Her that first message. i said hello and She laughed. i almost came right then! We talked about all of those first emails i paid to read and how i was too ashamed to write back. Mistress mentioned all of the icky orgasms i had wasted because cumming without Her permission is always a waste. i told Her again about how small my dicklet is and She insisted i send a picture of it right then and there! i was so hard when i took the pic. i was so embarrassed after i sent it. i must have blushed for at least five minutes waiting for Her response… thinking about how She must be laughing at me. Mistress finally starting typing again and asked if it got any bigger when it was hard!!! i thought it was obvious that i was very hard for Her!!! my weewee was sticking straight out! It was so difficult to type that fact to Her. After She finished laughing, Mistress started asking questions about my penis. It was almost like a medical examination. Questions about my sexual history, masturbation and ejaculation habits, when did i realize my penis was way too small to please a woman and so much more. Then Mistress Abigail found out i was married. Oh my god. She made me go online and buy a present for my long suffering wife right then! She quizzed me about my wife’s tastes and chose an expensive necklace for me to buy. I also had to pay for express shipping. After that i just had to beg for an orgasm because it was just too much! Mistress told me to start rubbing my wannabe-dick and tell Her how long it took to finally shoot my pitiful load. 10 seconds!! i tried to explain that i’d been so turned on for so long, but she could tell that the truth is i’m a premature ejaculator. i’m blushing so hard just from typing that!!

Since Mistress Abigail felt even worse for my wonderful wife’s long time suffering… tiny dick and minute man… i had to do one other thing before giving my wife the gift. After it arrived, i had to write out a note to include with the necklace. i had to acknowledge the sacrifices in the sexual department my wife has had to make over the years and promise to make it up to her in any way i could. When i gave it to her, she gave me a weird look and thank me. All i could think about was the last thing Mistress told me when i wrote the note… She said that my wife is most likely having sex with other men. Men with normal size cocks. i told her i didn’t think so because my wife has never really been interested in sex. Mistress Abigail just laughed and laughed and laughed…

i hope She likes this entry and lets me cum again soon.