Session with Mistress Y

September 9th, 2006

Mistress X retired and I searched for someone of her caliber to see instead. I found Mistress Y.
Mistress Y, like X, is physically stunning, is very intelligent, very experienced, and is a specialist in seductive sensual domination. And her play space was similarly sumptuous, comfortable and fitted out with intimidating and exciting devices and equipment.
The […]

Session with Mistress X

September 9th, 2006

This recollection is of an event that is at least a decade back in the past, so I’m not going to claim it’s entirely reliable or trustworthy as a verbal documentary. What it is, however, is an accurate outpouring of the version of events that currently resides in the horrid dark chambers of my memory.
[Note: […]

The Reasons Why I Went to See a Pro-Domme

September 9th, 2006

This was back in the late nineties. I had an adventurous sex-life with my girlfriend of the time and we’d been getting into some borderline kinky activities with me, for instance, cuffing her wrists together, spanking her etc etc. And eventually we flipped the roles a couple of times and it was like a bomb […]

Dirty Weekend of Tease and Denial and Compulsive Masturbation

September 4th, 2006

I don’t know if this weekend the relationship moved somewhat to a different place or it was just a long weekend vacation for a pervert. Either way it was extremely intense.
I’m speculating as to what happened in the immediate lead up to this but perhaps I got very horny on Friday and it showed in […]

List of Insertable Sex Toys - you know you want to know

September 2nd, 2006

Tonight a heated sexual exchange of ideas lead to a request from Abigail for a list of all the ‘dildos’ that I possesed. I recalled having a couple but then when I opened the boxes in which they are carefully stashed I was appalled or pleased or stunned to find that I had, well, a […]

Confessions of a Porn and Phone Sex Addicted Masturbator

September 1st, 2006

The following came out of my head as I was stroking today in compliance with the Empty House guideline (see Guidelines tab):
700pm
Came home to empty house. logged on. stroking. in kitchen. no lube. hard anyway.
703pm
no way to avoid stroking cos 3day weekend .. nothing that needs to be done tonight cos can be done tomorrow […]

The Urge to Stroke My Cock is Unrelenting

August 30th, 2006

The urge to stroke is consuming me. I want to talk to Abigail so I can stroke. I want to return to a home alone so I can stroke. I want to be allowed to stay up all night so I can stroke. I’d love to be required to stroke in the morning if only […]

A Catalog of Sin

August 20th, 2006

Abigail is currently torturing me with images from the online VS catalog that she likes in the hardcopy she’s looking at. Of course she has no idea she’s torturing me, she’s just bringing me up to date on one of her interests, lingerie. I appreciate that. But my cock is enraged, demanding attention. It twitches […]

Financial Domination - what it is to me, and starting to explain why it gets to me so …

August 13th, 2006

The reason why financial domination turns me on is not necessarily going to be the same reason why it turns another person on.
It turns me on because it makes no sense to do it. It’s extremely real in it’s consequences. It’s something that would be shameful and humiliating to have revealed to people in my […]

The Lost Art of Sexual Presumption - How you don’t have to say “teenage cuckold cumwhore” to drive a pervert crazy

August 9th, 2006

Recently I fell asleep while chatting online with Abigail. She had been in a very playful sexy mood and I fell asleep. As you might imagine this didn’t go over too well. It’s probably unrelated but the next day she sent me an email payment request for $250. I paid it.
Then later that evening she […]

My TeddyBear’s Name is Lex (which rhymes with Phone Sex) and is Made of Hot Rubber

July 26th, 2006

It’s vaguely disturbing to report that warming and cuddling Lex, the large black rubber cock, has already become normal.
When I go to clean my teeth I turn on the faucet on the second sink and let it run, and as I’m brushing I dip my fingers into the stream to see if it’s hot. When […]

Phone Sex Leads to Filthy Behaviour Changes that Leads to More Dirty Thoughts …

July 26th, 2006

Came home to an empty house. Masturbated for 2 and half hours …
Lots of very nasty thoughts during session. Some highlights were :
* have to cut monthly budget 40%. - nothing beyond a regular coffee for me at any coffee shop. No convenience foods. Make lots of one thing and eat it for several nights.
* […]

P.S.O. & Their Recordings - what I like

July 16th, 2006

Like with creative endeavours in general most of them are crap, most of them heinously so. So it is with pso’s and so it definitly is with phone sex recordings.
My preferences are for the recording to sound like a real person recounting a “real” hot event or constructing a hot scenario  - there being no sense of […]

The Thoughts I have as Denial Stretches Out Day after Day

July 16th, 2006

I think about being cuffed at night a lot.
I think about the large black Lex-cock being unused in the cupboard for so long.
I think about wearing a steel teardrop cockring or any cockring at all
I wonder about if things are progressing so slowly for a reason or for no reason at all.
I think about how […]

Some Emails from Early in our Relationship - May 2004

July 12th, 2006

How long have I known Abigail  .. well in a long existing yahoo account I have emails that go back to May 4, 2004.
It must be earlyish because I’m using the eccentric nom de plume of “David”.
Here is the very earliest one i have from May 4, 2004.
Abigail,
Well here we go:
I love hunting for erotica/dirty […]

My Relationship with Abigail

July 3rd, 2006

Abigail has asked me to put an entry on the blog about my relationship with her. So I’m going to try to do that one more time right here.
Firstly, the most truthful thing to say is that my relationship with Abigail is what it is. Namely that it exists, but there’s not much else to […]

Remembrance of Dirty Thoughts While Edging

June 30th, 2006

More fire drills to handle at work, but handling them for I am charged with being a good worker by Abigail. I think I’m doing that.  Argentina play Germany kicking off at 8am .. should be a greeeat game but unfortunately I will only be able to see the first 30 minutes.
Bad thought fragment:  I […]