Pet Project Isn’t Always a Good Puppet - Abigail
August 23rd, 2006I won’t often post here, mainly because I have better things to do, but as I was cleaning out my email inbox, I came across a chat I’d saved and felt the need to share. 
PP had broken a very strict rule and I was pissed. We’d been chatting long enough that he recognized that my flippant comments were actually thinly veiled sarcasm and venom. I’ll leave this here as a surprise for him. lol
Abigail: you have niteflirt mail.
Abigail: Shall I send another? This is fun.
petproject : I’m a squirmy nauseous mess. How are you feeling?
Abigail: Oh, I’m lovely
Abigail: wonderful
Abigail: having a grand old time
petproject : Fortunately you disguise your sarcasm well
Abigail: you, my dear, are an ass
Abigail: you know that, don’t you?
petproject : And fortunately we are on hiatus so I can do anything I want. Which is just as well as if not I’d probably be getting into a lot of trouble right now.
petproject : An ass? Yes.
Abigail: Oh really? you’d be getting into trouble right now?
petproject : Yeah I’d probably be feeling in the grip of something and out of control….
Abigail: Good thing that’s not the case
petproject : a very good thing
petproject : cos who knows where that might lead
Abigail: Indeed
Abigail: Do you offer any explanation for your actions? Any apologies? If so, send them in response to the last p2v email I just sent
petproject : [hopefully i can add more money without tripping the credit card fraud alerts]
Abigail: Let’s hope so. you should call them.
petproject : probably I should go throw up in the bathroom first
Abigail: Or you could just throw up all over your keyboard cover. I could care less.
Abigail: Did you run to the bathroom, you poor baby?
petproject : I feel like I’m evil and nothing good is going to come of this
Abigail: you’re right
petproject : And Im right on the edge of downward spiral of selfhatred
Abigail: But are you horny?
Abigail: That’s the question. hahaha
petproject : that’s the strangest thing.I don’t know. i’m not hard. I feel tense and consumed … there’sa thin wall of numbness between me and the sexual..
Abigail: It doesn’t matter. you know I only care about your money
Abigail: fucker
petproject : i know
petproject : [squirm]
Abigail: so what are you waiting for? call the cc company
petproject : i don’t like the fact that you taking on that tone is turning mean. that’s really dangerous for me
Abigail: How so? Answer while you dial their number
Abigail: you need to call to also verify these past charges
Abigail: Oh, and thank you for the wonderful feedback. LOL
petproject : cos i’ll be completely out of credit very fast
petproject : your’e welcome
Abigail: And while you’re on the phone with them…
Abigail: tell them you also need an upcoming charge to amazon allowed through…
Abigail: I was worried you might run away if I made you pay anything for xxxxxxxxxxxxx. ha! Little did I know you had no problem spending money on xxxxxx
petproject : there’s a way I can give you an online credit card for purchases … I can generate your own number with your own credit limit .. you just put in my name and billing address when you buy.
petproject : [on hold]
Abigail: No thanks. I prefer it when you are actively spending the money.
petproject : okay
Abigail: So much hotter that way
Abigail: I’m soaking wet now
petproject : are you really?> or is that the sarcasm still>?
(note: Even when pp was feeling horrible and had no clue when his wallet-raping would end, he still hopes that I’m turned on because that would be soooo “hot”. lol)
Abigail: what amount shall we tell them to authorize for amazon? hmmm
Abigail: $500?
Abigail: that’s a nice round number…
petproject : [still on hold]
Abigail: $1000 has a nice ring to it…
Abigail: what are your thoughts on the amount we should ask for?
petproject : we?
Abigail: uh huh
Abigail: you know how much I adore your input. lol
petproject : I don’t know. I feel so fucked up right now
Abigail: log on to aol and send a message to xxxxxxx. this is annoying
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i was not expecting to be aroused by Abigail’s anger and was kind of panicking over the fact that I was aroused because of where that might make things head - her demanding things and me, as is typical when I’m aroused, finding it close to impossible to act rationally and simply complying. So I’ll clarify here, because it may not be obvious from the text above that I wasn’t paying to stay hard/aroused. I was paying mainly to try to salvage the relationship - to try to not let it end in such an ugly fashion with me being the entire cause of it ending. Secondarily i was trying to calm Abigail the fuck down because my arousal at her anger was freaking me out, scaring me, and only thirdly was I doing it (paying) for the purposes of arousal. Rereading that episode has put me into a cold sweat.