My TeddyBear’s Name is Lex (which rhymes with Phone Sex) and is Made of Hot Rubber

July 26th, 2006

It’s vaguely disturbing to report that warming and cuddling Lex, the large black rubber cock, has already become normal.
When I go to clean my teeth I turn on the faucet on the second sink and let it run, and as I’m brushing I dip my fingers into the stream to see if it’s hot. When […]

Phone Sex Leads to Filthy Behaviour Changes that Leads to More Dirty Thoughts …

July 26th, 2006

Came home to an empty house. Masturbated for 2 and half hours …
Lots of very nasty thoughts during session. Some highlights were :
* have to cut monthly budget 40%. - nothing beyond a regular coffee for me at any coffee shop. No convenience foods. Make lots of one thing and eat it for several nights.
* […]

P.S.O. & Their Recordings - what I like

July 16th, 2006

Like with creative endeavours in general most of them are crap, most of them heinously so. So it is with pso’s and so it definitly is with phone sex recordings.
My preferences are for the recording to sound like a real person recounting a “real” hot event or constructing a hot scenario  - there being no sense of […]

The Thoughts I have as Denial Stretches Out Day after Day

July 16th, 2006

I think about being cuffed at night a lot.
I think about the large black Lex-cock being unused in the cupboard for so long.
I think about wearing a steel teardrop cockring or any cockring at all
I wonder about if things are progressing so slowly for a reason or for no reason at all.
I think about how […]

Some Emails from Early in our Relationship - May 2004

July 12th, 2006

How long have I known Abigail  .. well in a long existing yahoo account I have emails that go back to May 4, 2004.
It must be earlyish because I’m using the eccentric nom de plume of “David”.
Here is the very earliest one i have from May 4, 2004.
Abigail,
Well here we go:
I love hunting for erotica/dirty […]

My Relationship with Abigail

July 3rd, 2006

Abigail has asked me to put an entry on the blog about my relationship with her. So I’m going to try to do that one more time right here.
Firstly, the most truthful thing to say is that my relationship with Abigail is what it is. Namely that it exists, but there’s not much else to […]