The Labor Day holiday weekend was a good one. I played with my puppy buster… denying him one night and then allowing his “release” after he’d fulfilled an obligation. At the start of the weekend I had received three new pairs of shoes from him so he was also rewarded with new shoe photos. I’ve started buster on my new charm bracelet. It is his job to fill it with cute trinkets so if you see the Amazon wishlist I set up for charms, they are his to buy. Everyone else can realize their Abigail-spoiling dreams on my regular wishlist.
Speaking of my wishlist, I have a promising new puppet whose job is to clean my list. Shopping puppet is only allowed to buy items I’ve added in previous months. So he gets to pick up the tab on everything you slackers miss. Since my birthday is next month, hopefully there won’t be much left for him to purchase so maybe I’ll just take his money instead… or add more to the wishlist. lol
Now on to the subject I teased you about in the title: petproject has a fascination with sleep deprivation so I took full advantage of the long weekend. We started last Thursday with lots of attention and teasing on my part and lots of lube, edging and money on his part. There wasn’t any forced intoxication because I wanted him awake as long as possible. At first “as long as possible” was the goal. As the weekend progressed I had petproject pouring on the lube (literally… and it was a mess) to stroke, sucking one fake cock and, for the first time ever, taking his HUGE black dildo in his ass. All on cam. All great fun! Around Sunday we started talking about how many hours he’d been awake and the number was high. Even while I slept he was typing regularly in yahoo chat so I could make sure he didn’t fall asleep. As I watched his mind deteriorate and his fantasies become darker, I decided the new goal would be a full 100 hours of no sleep. That meant he had to stay awake until Monday morning. I wake up Monday afternoon and he’s still up (with more ass play all on his own). The poor thing went past the point where he was too tired to actually sleep. Later that evening, he’s still awake so I started him on the alcohol. At midnight I tell him to get the big, black dildo out again… and that’s when he passed out. LOL The next day I took pity on him and pushed him towards his only orgasm in almost a week. Without it he wouldn’t have been able to function at all. So much fun. hahaha
In addition to all of that, a few new hopefuls came around. I see more tease and denial, panty fetish and strap on training in their futures. Yes, a very good holiday weekend.

I understand that some of you weren’t able to party properly on the 4th of July. That’s a shame. Personally, I had a blast. lol My evening started out great when I had petproject do some shopping for me, set him up with some drinking instructions and then left him all on his own while I went out with my friends. I think we should stretch the Independence Day festivities through the weekend. Contact me for your very own drinking instructions. I want to get you drunk and pliable. Think of me smiling when you wake up in the morning regretting everything you told me and gave me the night before. LOL

The weather is warmer, the women are wearing less and you guys are thrilled. lol I can’t wait to start teasing the silly men around here. Foot fetish boys are seeing more and more toes, soles, heels and arches. Shoes fetish boys will have a nicely frustrating summer full of sandals, wedges and peep-toe heels. I’m currently smitten with wedges and my shoe slave, buster, is more than happy to satisfy my pretty-shoe urges. Nothing could be more summery than my new steve madden shoes. Wouldn’t you agree? lol

On a different note, I want to mention a couple of things. First is Angela St. Lawrence’s post about Romantic Humiliation. He doesn’t mention it much in his blog, but petproject can certainly identify with much of what she wrote. lol That brand of humiliation may seem the meanest, but I have to say I get the most enjoyment out of it.
Secondly, I want to remind some of you to check your niteflirt/keen mail for the “The Lost Puppet Amnesty Program” message I sent out today. If I haven’t heard from you in a while, you should have the email. Yes, I do have my kind moments. Take advantage of them while you can.

Too much of my precious time has been spent on recent posts about the wankers that have crossed my path. I know many of you like to laugh at them along with me, but tonight’s post is all about my good boys.
I’m happy to say that petproject is traveling down the forced intoxication highway at break-neck speed. lol Who needs milk in your cereal when you have Baileys Irish Cream? I “help” him plan alcohol shopping trips and then tell him when, what and how much to drink. There have even been the occasional “drink cam” viewings. When I feel like it, I’ll click over to see his glass to determine if he’s drinking fast enough or not. hahaha You can read a little about it on his blog (link to the left). By the way… he still hasn’t had an orgasm. Two months and counting. A round of applause is in order. It’s gotten to the point where he doesn’t even mention it anymore, so maybe I’ll let him cum this weekend…
A trip to my mailbox on Thursday ended up with some random guy helping me carry the many boxes to my car. Included in this huge stack of gifts were two pairs of SteveMadden shoes (one pictured below) and two boxes of bath stuff off my Amazon wishlist… all from my favorite puppy, buster. He also preordered another pair of shoes that aren’t available until this summer. I HAD to have them! lol Such a wonderful little shoe slave. Too bad my puppy will be away all week. I’m in the mood to play.
There’s been a new addition to my fetish funhouse. Two of my favorite things all rolled into one package: financial domination and masturbation & orgasm control. Yum. I usually slip orgasm control into all of my sessions… because I like it so much, but when they come to me already craving my control over when and if they cum… Ahhh It doesn’t get much better than that. lol
Before this gets too long, I wanted to include recent feedback comments left by my puppets. For those that don’t know how niteflirt works, after any paid interaction with me, my boys are able to leave a “review” for everyone to read.

From busterThePuppy: “Thank you Mistress Abigail for taking your puppy buster and letting him spend the entire day at your feet. Thank you for letting your buster need you, yearn for you, wait for and on you. Thank you Mistress.”

From addictlion: “I was a bad wanker who came without permission. I am now not allowed to touch my cock and I must write an essay about how amazing Mistress Abigail is. She has total control of my cock, my stroking, my orgasms and my money.”

From AbigailsToy: “My Mistress was so kind tonight to let me cum tonight. She didn’t make it easy though. She took me to the edge countless times while she giggled at my frustration…that wonderful frustration…in the end it was worth it. But then again the fun is getting there, no matter the outcome. Being on edge for Mistress Abigail is the ultimate thrill, jus waiting for her insruction. I would do anything for her!!”

I love reading my feedback. lol Now for that photo of my new brown, leather pumps from buster:

Panty-boy kelli is back and as you can see from the comment he left on my last post, he’s jealous of puppyTim. Why are sissy sluts such attention whores? LOL kelli wanted in on the shoe game I play with my puppy and even went so far as to offer up his next orgasm to him. My favorite little pet is out of town right now and we have certain rules in place anyway, so no one is giving him free orgasms. Now PetProject on the other hand… I’ve stopped keeping track and can’t even remember the last time he was allowed to cum. When was it? I had kelli write a note to PetProject. I’m sure we could all use a good laugh so here it is. hahaha

Dear pet project,

Mistress Abigail has been trying to come up with a reward for good behavior. She told me that puppy Tim gets to cum once she has recieved his shoe gift. She was going to allow me to cum this weekend, but being the sick pervert that I am, I told her that I wanted to give my orgasm away, so she thought of you.
So pet project I’m giving my orgasm to you.. I’m sure she will instruct you on when and how you can cum.. that up to her.
Anyway I’m not buying the shoes after all. She wants to play this game with me, She told me to buy all of the books on her wish list, 8 in total and when she receives them she will roll 3 dice and if my number comes up I get to cum.
I will have 8 chances to win an orgasm. God she is so good.. I can’t believe my luck in finding her.
I hope you enjoy the orgasm as much as I would have.

panty boy kelli

Is this some weird new way to “pay it forward”? LOL

I was surprised when I first realized how many males prefer their distance domination to happen through emails. I have to admit I get a kick out of knowing your sitting at your computer constantly refreshing the screen hoping to see a new email from me. Then you happily pay to read it. Is there anything as wonderful as NiteFlirt’s pay-to-view mail system? I think not. LOL After doing a little digging, I’ve found out what the attraction is to email-only contact. First there is the antici…pation of a new message. Then you have all of these wonderfully evil emails in your inbox that you can read over and over at your leisure. Lastly, you can indulge in the naughty stuff while at work (or in other less than private places).
I can send tasks, shopping lists, photos, erection inducing paragraphs or even reprimands. You never know what you’ll find until you pay to read. By the way, I really love it when I’ve gotten you all excited just before you’re headed off to a work meeting. Do you grab some papers to hold in front of you as you walk? Do you pray that woody will go down FAST? Do you just saunter right in hoping one of the ladies will notice and giggle? hahaha
I can tease you mercilessly with my exceptional creativity and typing skills. It’s so heart-warming to read your pleading emails. You can be rather creative too when you’re begging for an orgasm. Oh yes, tell me how you can’t stand any more of this torture and then I’ll prove you wrong by making you wait another day (or week). I’ve helped a few chronic masturbators on their way to wanking recovery. As I’ve said before, that release just isn’t as satisfying without my permission.
Then there are the males wanting me to financially dominate them. Our inboxes fill up pretty quickly when I’m toying with you, don’t they? That first reply from me may be pretty cheap. Each successive reply gradually gets more and more expensive. You can’t help it. You have to see what’s inside waiting for you. Maybe you’ll regret the hundreds of dollars you spent on me the next day, but I had my fun. Besides, you’ll be back. You can’t help it.
If you desire general domination, tease and denial or even emails dealing with your specific fetish then start by answering these getting-to-know-you questions in this $5 email:

If you have that trembling feeling in the pit of your stomach after reading about financial domination then you can start by either clicking that $5 email button AND sending a tribute or listening to this recording and emailing me about how you’re now under my spell:

3 Minute recording for $30

I have a few puppets that enjoy the fantasy of sucking a real cock. A couple of them suck on their favorite dildos for me. Practice makes perfect. Remember Abigail’s pet project? I’m slowly working him up for a real blowjob session. He’s even gotten a membership at a local bath house, but hasn’t gotten the nerve up to visit it yet. This puppet has a genuine enthusiasm for nasty throat fucking. I’d heard him slurping and gagging on his 10″ dildo many times before, but I’d never seen it until he asked if he could turn on his cam the other day. Wow! This freak would put any $10 street hooker to shame. I’m sure he’d be a hit at the bath house. Click the screen shot for the full video.

Along with permission to put this video on my blog (yes, I do request permission), pet project also sent a lovely tribute and $1k gift certificate from www.giftcertificates.com. I think I’ll add that option to my “tributes and gifts” page. Actually, he didn’t have a choice about handing over his money. Silly pet. That’s what you get for telling me you had more available credit. You know I’ll end up taking it all. Again.

I’ve received quite a few emails asking about financial domination. What exactly is financial domination? What is the appeal to the submissive guy? Why, oh why would they give so much money to someone they’ve never met in person? I’m hardly an expert on the subject, but I’ll share my conclusions (which I’m constantly revising and updating).
So far I’ve dealt with three different types of submissives that have been interested in submitting to me financially: humiliation junkies, princess spoilers and “oh-my-god-I shouldn’t-do-this-but-I-can’t-help-myself” financial ruin freaks. For the vast majority this is only one of the ways they want to serve. Sending me tributes and gifts is not their only fetish. If they have a foot fetish or shoe fetish, are excited by cuckold roleplay, tease and denial, humiliation or mind control then financial domination adds an extra edge to our play. It’s a thrill. It’s a type of edge play they can experience long distance.
Humiliation Junkies know they aren’t worthy of my attention so they pay for it. These boys often come and go as their hardons dictate. The more I humiliate them by picking on their particular short coming(s), the more excited they get until they finally explode in a horrified, blushing ecstasy. Paying for the privilege of my attention just adds to the embarrassment.
Princess Spoilers obviously want someone to spoil. They love to send gifts in the hopes of making me happy. Some like to pay bills (rent, car payment etc) and some like to support a type of lifestyle (manicures, spa visits, jewelry, shopping trips etc). They feel all warm and cozy when they make me smile. Princess spoilers have a special place in my heart when they work to anticipate my needs and desires.
Financial Ruination Freaks gravitate towards extreme fetishes, fantasies and roleplays. They crave that feeling of helplessness when I control their behaviour. They sometimes fantasize about working an extra job, cutting their own spending down to the bare essentials or selling their house and living in a cheap apartment just to send me more money. They run up their credit cards and apply for more (with my encouragement). Even though I’m laughing at their impending doom, humiliation isn’t the main factor in their excitement. It’s more of an expected by-product. After all, who wouldn’t laugh at some spineless worm that can’t control his own purse strings? I really enjoy hearing how they have to eat ramen noodles every day while I’m taking my girlfriends out to eat.
This email I received sums up the thoughts of those toying with the idea of financial domination:

Dear Miss Abigail, i love Your website and i’ve read every single page. i’ve paid special attention to Your writings on financial domination and i don’t know why but thinking about You controlling my money drives me crazy. i know it makes no sense and i try not to give in but what You write touches some part of me and it both scares and excites me. i try to stay away but every day i come back hoping theres another picture of Your beautiful feet or more written thoughts from Your cunning mind. Sending You this email probably isn’t a good idea and part of me hopes You won’t write back. (another part of me will be checking every hour hoping that You do) If You check Your niteflirt account You will see a $300 gift from (member name withheld). Even if we never speak i wanted to thank You for the kindness and thoughfulness i sense in Your writings. i’ve read many websites of other financial Dommes but something about You seems true and honest. Submitting my mind and wallet to You is what i dream about. Faithfully Yours, (name withheld)

Those of you that just send a silly message saying “please take my money” should take notes from him. You’ve probably figured that out since I don’t respond to such lame attempts for my attention. A respectful email and a thoughtful gift will get you much further… even if you don’t necessarily want to go there. lol
Again, these are my experiences in the financial domination arena. Just like any fetish or fantasy, there are as many variations on the theme as there are participants. I’d love to hear your views on the subject. Either leave a comment here or send an email. Here’s a photo of my “beautiful feet” in pantyhose just for you, email boy. Enjoy.

I had the most delicious dream last night. I had a naked man sit on a stool in the middle of a room. There was nothing but hardwood floors and concrete walls around us. I was wearing a sheer top, a black mini skirt, black tights and boots and I had my crop in hand. He could only sit and watch as I walked around him. Then I crouched in front of him and slid a leather harness around his cock and balls. The harness was attached to a metal ring in the floor. I stood up and started teasing his cock with my crop. The best part was that as he got harder, the leash connecting him to the floor got shorter. Eventually he had to slide off the stool and onto his knees. It kept getting shorter until finally he was lying on his stomach on the cold floor. I laughed as he kept turning his head this way and that trying to watch me as I started walking around him again. I began to use my crop on his back, ass and legs and then…. I woke up. grrrrrr I hate it when that happens!
I’m guessing I had this dream because yesterday I took a few pictures while wearing tights and boots. I took some with my crop and some without. Since I’m a horrible photographer (another reason I was so thrilled with the last photo) only a couple turned out. I may post one or two later.

I was parked in a Yahoo chatroom the other day. A fellow Domme looked at this blog and took offense to the definition for ‘femdom’ that’s in the upper-left corner. She said that it would lead males to believe a woman’s power was only sexual. Sigh. Well, since I’m not there in person to dominate you 24/7 (critiquing your housekeeping, giving you an allowance, letting you serve me breakfast in bed etc) that means it pretty much IS sexual for the purpose of my website. As the cliche goes, the little head thinks for the big head. When you’re in that state of nirvana where the very thought of following my directions makes you all tingly, then it’s sexual. I always hear comments like: “I get so hard when I think about worshipping your feet”, “I’ve been aching all day waiting for an email from you”, “Please, I’m begging you! May I come for you, Mistress?”, “May I be your living sex toy and please you?” Yep, all sexual. Perhaps it’s me. Perhaps I’m the sexual one. I refuse to deny it. There’s no big, bad, scary Dominatrix here that insists her vagina is off limits. I have a beautiful pussy and I use it against you. Why on earth would I give up such a wonderful teasing tool just to adhere to some old school femdom rulebook? This is my little corner of the internet and I’m the one in charge. I am a dominant woman. I can do what I like.
On a similar note, you’ve probably noticed that I don’t capitalize “me, mine or my”. I don’t need to change English language rules to prove my dominance. I can’t be bothered. I do like it when I receive an email from a sweet submissive boy that went to the trouble to capitalize every “you, you’re and your”. Although it’s not necessary, attention to detail like that makes me smile.

Over the past two years I’ve gotten many calls from males that see me mention ‘tease and denial’ (t&d) as one of my favorite types of play. They want to be good boys so they try to please me by saying they want to be teased and denied. I’d say 90% have no clue what they’re asking for. There is a difference, dear puppets, between masturbation control and orgasm DENIAL. Both involve teasing (at least when you’re playing with me) but one is much more delicious than the other. During a masturbation control session, I tell you how to touch yourself. I tell you when to stop and start. I whisper all sorts of naughty things in your ear and if you’re lucky you may even have the chance to hear me pleasure myself. There’s nothing quite like the moans of frustration from you as you’re forced to STOP touching and just listen. hahaha I eventually allow you to orgasm, but only after you’ve begged and pleaded and promised me the world. That’s how I control your masturbation and your orgasm.
Now let’s look at the term ‘tease and denial’. Tease? Yes, we’ve covered that. Denial? Hmmm… The dictionary defines it as “refusal to grant or allow something “. Do you think it hurts me when I refuse to let you orgasm? Of course not. I’m tickled pink when you’re near tears because your balls are aching and you’re so close that one more stroke would send you over the edge. I’m thrilled and excited when you whimper and beg for release. I’m downright affectionate as I deny you day after day after day. I wonder how far I can push you, what you’ll promise me, how deep I can get into your mind and when will you finally break. Oh, don’t give up. After all, I could let you cum at any moment.

We’ll call him Abigail’s pet project. This boy is a work of art. Just about every sick and twisted perversion turns him on. He has no self control when he’s aroused (or even just wants to be aroused). He’s been my puppet since December of last year. He claims that I contributed to his wife leaving him and his financial downfall. Eh. Can I help it that after convincing him that she should be allowed to date and fuck anyone she wanted, that she fell for some loser and now wants a divorce? Can I help it that he spent money on me that he didn’t have? Now he’s in credit card debt up to his eyeballs. He’s totally broke and still managed to buy a Christmas present for me. Isn’t that sweet? Since he rarely has any money to spend on me now, he has to do little chores instead. He has a set of rules from me as a fixed background on his computer. One of those rules is to write one story a week. I love reading his incredibly nasty stories (mostly involving some sort of mind control)! Most of them are too taboo to share with you, gentle reader. I did say he was a pervert, remember? hahaha
I’ll share a little of our chat from tonight so you can see how deep he’s gotten.
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