puppyTim had been absent for a while. Me, being incredibly patient, understood that things come up and we can’t all play non-stop. But even my patience can wear thin so I sent him an expensive pay-to-view email demanding his attention. I’d missed my favorite puppy’s adoration. Yes, he’d purchased the Chanel sunglasses from my Amazon wishlist a few weeks ago as a little forget-me-not but that wasn’t nearly enough. Last night puppyTim messaged me on Yahoo after paying for the email. His apologies were accepted (I’m also very forgiving) and he was once again his cute little puppy self… following me around and licking my toes during a very lovely call. Welcome back, pet and happy birthday.
Some of you have really latched on to the idea of a weekly confessional. I’ll be adding the button for that over on the left when I get a chance. I’ve read some nasty emails. Have you people no shame?! Perverts are so fun. LOL One male attached a picture of his tiny penis to his confession. At least I think that’s what it was… I’ve never seen anything quite like it. He’s probably hoping I’ll add it to my blog, but do I really want to scare my readers away? Perhaps I’ll create a small penis humiliation page and post all of the little dick photos that come my way. Don’t worry, I’ll give everyone advance warning so you don’t spit out your coffee when you click the link.
I’m toying with the idea of allowing a few of my puppets to blog on my website. Pet Project has kept an online diary for me for almost two years, so I know he’ll update regularly. Anyone else that’s interested will have to prove they’re worth my effort before I add more blogs. I have to upload the software and customize the look, so it takes a fair bit of my time. Hopefully, I’ll have PP’s blog up and running within the next couple of weeks.
For those that are interested, I’ve added a few new things to my Amazon wishlist. You can see it by heading to my “tributes and gifts” page. Once you’re there, you’ll know what to do. lol

When I wear my strap-on, the first thing I do is grab hold and start shaking it. Then I slap it around. LOL It’s good to be a woman. I don’t have to worry about floppy bits hanging between my legs. Georgia O’Keeffe was right. Pussies do look like flowers. Still, there’s something to be said for strapping one on and waving it in your face. Oh, you’re too scared to suck a real dick but you’d give just about anything to wrap your lips around mine. Close your mouths. I’m not going to talk about you wannabe cocksuckers. The topic today is pegging. My 8″ strap-on may look intimidating, but I know you fantasize about lubing it up and feeling it slide right into your ass. Imagine me bending you over and slowly fucking your hole. I lean over and my mouth is by your ear whispering nasty things. You’re already feeling sore, but I make you beg for it harder and faster. Nothing says ’submissive little bitch’ quite like getting fucked in the ass, does it?
For my sissies, I have a pretty pink attachment just for you to bounce up and down on with slutty enthusiasm. hahaha

Every once in a while I receive, what I call, a drive-by confession. One of you boys will send a tribute with a short little note telling me how wonderful I am and admitting to at least one of your naughty thoughts or deeds. I enjoy the role of being your Confessor. I love those little peeks into your fetish-obsessed minds. Sometimes a relationship grows out of your admittance and sometimes it doesn’t. I guess letting me know you secretly want to suck cock or sniff my panties and then running away does something for you. I know it amuses the hell out of me.
I’m making it easier for your drive-by confessions now. For a mere $20 you can write all about whatever you like. You can even do it weekly. I’m sure all of you sin on a daily basis. Get your perversions off your chest. Apologize for clicking ALL of my buttons but never paying. What the hell is up with that anyway? lol Nosy little wankers. Click this button and get started on your journey to absolution from Goddess Abigail.

$20 Confessional

I was surprised when I first realized how many males prefer their distance domination to happen through emails. I have to admit I get a kick out of knowing your sitting at your computer constantly refreshing the screen hoping to see a new email from me. Then you happily pay to read it. Is there anything as wonderful as NiteFlirt’s pay-to-view mail system? I think not. LOL After doing a little digging, I’ve found out what the attraction is to email-only contact. First there is the antici…pation of a new message. Then you have all of these wonderfully evil emails in your inbox that you can read over and over at your leisure. Lastly, you can indulge in the naughty stuff while at work (or in other less than private places).
I can send tasks, shopping lists, photos, erection inducing paragraphs or even reprimands. You never know what you’ll find until you pay to read. By the way, I really love it when I’ve gotten you all excited just before you’re headed off to a work meeting. Do you grab some papers to hold in front of you as you walk? Do you pray that woody will go down FAST? Do you just saunter right in hoping one of the ladies will notice and giggle? hahaha
I can tease you mercilessly with my exceptional creativity and typing skills. It’s so heart-warming to read your pleading emails. You can be rather creative too when you’re begging for an orgasm. Oh yes, tell me how you can’t stand any more of this torture and then I’ll prove you wrong by making you wait another day (or week). I’ve helped a few chronic masturbators on their way to wanking recovery. As I’ve said before, that release just isn’t as satisfying without my permission.
Then there are the males wanting me to financially dominate them. Our inboxes fill up pretty quickly when I’m toying with you, don’t they? That first reply from me may be pretty cheap. Each successive reply gradually gets more and more expensive. You can’t help it. You have to see what’s inside waiting for you. Maybe you’ll regret the hundreds of dollars you spent on me the next day, but I had my fun. Besides, you’ll be back. You can’t help it.
If you desire general domination, tease and denial or even emails dealing with your specific fetish then start by answering these getting-to-know-you questions in this $5 email:

If you have that trembling feeling in the pit of your stomach after reading about financial domination then you can start by either clicking that $5 email button AND sending a tribute or listening to this recording and emailing me about how you’re now under my spell:

3 Minute recording for $30

I have a few puppets that enjoy the fantasy of sucking a real cock. A couple of them suck on their favorite dildos for me. Practice makes perfect. Remember Abigail’s pet project? I’m slowly working him up for a real blowjob session. He’s even gotten a membership at a local bath house, but hasn’t gotten the nerve up to visit it yet. This puppet has a genuine enthusiasm for nasty throat fucking. I’d heard him slurping and gagging on his 10″ dildo many times before, but I’d never seen it until he asked if he could turn on his cam the other day. Wow! This freak would put any $10 street hooker to shame. I’m sure he’d be a hit at the bath house. Click the screen shot for the full video.

Along with permission to put this video on my blog (yes, I do request permission), pet project also sent a lovely tribute and $1k gift certificate from www.giftcertificates.com. I think I’ll add that option to my “tributes and gifts” page. Actually, he didn’t have a choice about handing over his money. Silly pet. That’s what you get for telling me you had more available credit. You know I’ll end up taking it all. Again.

I teased a panty-loving sub by telling him how I’d just rearranged my lingerie drawers. He begged for a picture, and being the benevolent goddess that I am, here’s a photo of one drawer. A friend said it would be fun if I labeled what’s what so here’s a quick description:
On the left is a stack of pantyhose and stockings. Behind them are some tights (regular and fishnet). The two middle rows are bra and panty sets. Behind those two rows are boy shorts and garter belts. On the right is a row of about 30 pairs of panties and thongs.

I imagine there are some very girly males out there that think they can top this drawer of mine. Send a picture of your sexy underthings (not your wife’s or girlfriend’s!) and if your drawer looks better than mine, I’ll post it here. If some sissy does manage to outshine me, my puppets better prepare themselves because I will insist that one of them buys more panties for me.

There are quite a few reasons you may want me to tease and deny you. 1. you’re a sad loser lacking all social graces and you can’t find a woman that even cares to see your penis, much less fuck you, so why should I treat you any differently? 2. you want to please me and you know how much I enjoy keeping your aroused for as long as possible and then denying you an orgasm. Rinse and repeat. lol 3. you realize how much better that orgasm will feel when you have to wait a very long time for it, never knowing when you’ll finally be rewarded. I step in to help you achieve that since you don’t have enough self control on your own. Of course there are other reasons, but those are the top three that came to mind.
How does cuckolding fit into that? Well, the gist of cuckolding is that the object of your desire is screwing someone (everyone) besides you. Maybe you get to watch. Maybe you get to hear about it afterwards. Maybe you can only imagine what’s going on while you’re left at home. A lucky few of you may even get to help. Fluffers and cream pies, anyone? hahaha Unfortunately, you never get to fuck. Never fucking means never cumming. Sure you can jerk it as you listen to her moan, but does such a weak and pathetic excuse for a man really deserve an orgasm? It’s possible your lack of size makes the woman in your life run off to let a hung stud service her. I think a regimen of constant stroking and a ton of wishful thinking is in order. Cuckolds of the world, all is not lost! Staying constantly hard and showing your devotion daily may earn you that prize you seek. Probably not, but you never know. lol

Yes, I know that Valentine’s Day was created by the greeting card companies but us ladies still love to receive tokens of your affection on this very commercial day. I know that quite a few of you boys perv on my blog on a regular basis. Show your appreciation by clicking one of the tribute buttons on the right. A gift from your wallet will make this a very happy day for me. lol Here’s a quick snapshot I took with glittery pumps, a feather boa and the Wolford thigh high stockings that puppy Tim purchased from my Amazon wishlist. I played around with my photo editing software to make it all pink and festive for you. Now thank me properly.

Today I just want to share a couple of links that were passed on to me. The first is from one of my favorite websites, lingerie sellers, agentprovocateur.com. They’ve had a movie made called “Tied Up at the Office”. The trailer is very *ahem* interesting. lol You do have to register for the site to view it, but I’m sure you won’t mind.
The other link is an ad for the Mini. Let’s see… a tall beauty in head-to-toe black, using a whip, flogger, paddle, feather tickler and crop. She also teases with the keys and I love it when she plays with the antenna. hahaha There’s lots to click on, but if you just hang out you can watch her do different things. Enjoy.
p.s. If you know of any similar online ads, leave a comment to this post.

I had the most delicious dream last night. I had a naked man sit on a stool in the middle of a room. There was nothing but hardwood floors and concrete walls around us. I was wearing a sheer top, a black mini skirt, black tights and boots and I had my crop in hand. He could only sit and watch as I walked around him. Then I crouched in front of him and slid a leather harness around his cock and balls. The harness was attached to a metal ring in the floor. I stood up and started teasing his cock with my crop. The best part was that as he got harder, the leash connecting him to the floor got shorter. Eventually he had to slide off the stool and onto his knees. It kept getting shorter until finally he was lying on his stomach on the cold floor. I laughed as he kept turning his head this way and that trying to watch me as I started walking around him again. I began to use my crop on his back, ass and legs and then…. I woke up. grrrrrr I hate it when that happens!
I’m guessing I had this dream because yesterday I took a few pictures while wearing tights and boots. I took some with my crop and some without. Since I’m a horrible photographer (another reason I was so thrilled with the last photo) only a couple turned out. I may post one or two later.

I’ve created new listings for ‘foot and shoe fetish’ and ‘tease and denial’. NF approved them in record time so I’ll go live with them soon. I am in love with the thumbnail picture on the t&d listing. Is it bad to be in love with your own picture? lol I’ll include a larger version here so we can all stare at it together.

I was parked in a Yahoo chatroom the other day. A fellow Domme looked at this blog and took offense to the definition for ‘femdom’ that’s in the upper-left corner. She said that it would lead males to believe a woman’s power was only sexual. Sigh. Well, since I’m not there in person to dominate you 24/7 (critiquing your housekeeping, giving you an allowance, letting you serve me breakfast in bed etc) that means it pretty much IS sexual for the purpose of my website. As the cliche goes, the little head thinks for the big head. When you’re in that state of nirvana where the very thought of following my directions makes you all tingly, then it’s sexual. I always hear comments like: “I get so hard when I think about worshipping your feet”, “I’ve been aching all day waiting for an email from you”, “Please, I’m begging you! May I come for you, Mistress?”, “May I be your living sex toy and please you?” Yep, all sexual. Perhaps it’s me. Perhaps I’m the sexual one. I refuse to deny it. There’s no big, bad, scary Dominatrix here that insists her vagina is off limits. I have a beautiful pussy and I use it against you. Why on earth would I give up such a wonderful teasing tool just to adhere to some old school femdom rulebook? This is my little corner of the internet and I’m the one in charge. I am a dominant woman. I can do what I like.
On a similar note, you’ve probably noticed that I don’t capitalize “me, mine or my”. I don’t need to change English language rules to prove my dominance. I can’t be bothered. I do like it when I receive an email from a sweet submissive boy that went to the trouble to capitalize every “you, you’re and your”. Although it’s not necessary, attention to detail like that makes me smile.

Everyone should thank whipped Jim for choosing the pink glitter nailpolish. In this picture I’d only painted my big toe. I wonder how badly he’d like to see all of my toes sparkle?

I see that quite a few of you have clicked the “form” link on my contact page, but only a handful have actually paid and filled it out. What’s the matter? Are you scared? hahaha Don’t worry. I don’t bite… oh, wait. Yes, I do, but only in a really fun way. I know one boy that is scared of me. Whenever I send him “pay to view” mail, he pays and then hides. He did respond to the last email I sent and I thank him for the laugh. Something about refusing to be my toy and then wanting to worship my toes? LOL
So, whipped Jim, if you read this here’s a picture for you. You can beg to kiss my beautiful behind or you can send a gift via NiteFlirt and maybe I’ll put up a picture of those toes you so adore.

A quick post to show off all of the panties I ordered with puppy Tim’s gift certificate. Such a good pet…