We’ll call him Abigail’s pet project. This boy is a work of art. Just about every sick and twisted perversion turns him on. He has no self control when he’s aroused (or even just wants to be aroused). He’s been my puppet since December of last year. He claims that I contributed to his wife leaving him and his financial downfall. Eh. Can I help it that after convincing him that she should be allowed to date and fuck anyone she wanted, that she fell for some loser and now wants a divorce? Can I help it that he spent money on me that he didn’t have? Now he’s in credit card debt up to his eyeballs. He’s totally broke and still managed to buy a Christmas present for me. Isn’t that sweet? Since he rarely has any money to spend on me now, he has to do little chores instead. He has a set of rules from me as a fixed background on his computer. One of those rules is to write one story a week. I love reading his incredibly nasty stories (mostly involving some sort of mind control)! Most of them are too taboo to share with you, gentle reader. I did say he was a pervert, remember? hahaha
I’ll share a little of our chat from tonight so you can see how deep he’s gotten.
Abby says:
anything on your mind?
pet project says:
being yours.
Abby says:
that’s a safe answer
Abby says:
is that all?
pet project says:
just I don’t know.. I like you . a lot .. have this feeling of wanting you ..a lot.
Abby says:
of course you do
Abby says:
does that mean I finally have my evil little claws firmly entrenched in your brain?
pet project says:
I think so (big squirm)
Abby says:
I was thinking about writing a blog entry about you
pet project says:
oh
Abby says:
not sure which direction to go tho… you have just about every fetish known to man
pet project says:
heheh
Abby says:
not really, but you know
Abby says:
it’s all “hot”
pet project says:
yep
pet project says:
i have a strong Abby fetish
Abby says:
I could mention how you said I contributed to your current spouse-less condition…
pet project says:
pet project says:
mmmm….nnn
pet project says:
it’s true
Abby says:
and my contribution to your financial situation
pet project says:
squirm
pet project says:
whimper
pet project says:
and you like that ……
Abby says:
and what else have I done to you?
Abby says:
I really do
pet project says:
what else? …
Abby says:
nothing else?
pet project says:
oh I’m sure … bought many things, indulged in certain behaviours, encouraged a certain path of behaviour in soon to be ex.
Abby says:
would you squirm any if that was in the blog for everyone to see?
pet project says:
yes, you know I would
Abby says:
then I’ll do it
pet project says:
wonder if my soon to be ex will ever come across it one day
Abby says:
wouldn’t that be lovely?
pet project says:
in a bad bad way, yes…….
Abby says:
does she still have the same email addy?
pet project says:
xxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com
Abby says:
yup
Abby says:
does she check it?
pet project says:
yes
Abby says:
ok
pet project says:
why?
Abby says:
no reason
pet project says:
uhhuh …
Abby says:
what if she saw a line like…
Abby says:
“and he’s worried that his soon-to-be ex will read this blog because he knows I have her email address and I’ve chatted with her before”
pet project says:
oh fuck
pet project says:
squirm
Abby says:
major or minor squirm?
pet project says:
major
Abby says:
hahaha
pet project says:
thinking about the real world impacts that my contact with you has had is really intense. it’s one of the scariest, most intoxicating things…
Abby says:
there’s so much I could do
Abby says:
I’ve saved all IM’s and emails
pet project says:
and I hadnt even thought about that in the future tense …. sheeesh…
pet project says:
oh ..
pet project says:
yes of course..that
Abby says:
I have phone numbers
Abby says:
I know where you work and live
Abby says:
did you know that when you send amazon gifts, you address shows on the invoice?
Abby says:
I have lots of invoices
pet project says:
I hadn’t thought about it… well then there’s that too
Abby says:
credit card and bank info
pet project says:
I Know
pet project says:
am I foolish to trust you? …
Abby says:
your best bet is to just go ahead and place all of your trust in me
pet project says:
mmmmm
pet project says:
unquestioning, unrestrained trust
Abby says:
might as well, right?
Abby says:
lol
pet project says:
I’m in this far. Yes
Abby says:
you know… if I stick around until your back on your feet financially…
Abby says:
I’ll just help you fuck it up again
pet project says:
I think you know pretty much all my information now. Not sure there’s anything else to give up. Personal information-wise
pet project says:
oh .. god.. huge squirm
pet project says:
will you?
Abby says:
I will
pet project says:
whimper
Abby says:
looking forward to that? lol
pet project says:
yes/no
Abby says:
hehehe
pet project says:
I’ve thought about that only a little bit. Mainly been ignoring / been in denial about that aspect
Abby says:
you should thank me. On your own, you’ll do it much faster than you will with my help
pet project says:
I know that’s true.
pet project says:
So yes, thankyou Abby.
pet project says:
I have some horrendous flaws.
Abby says:
you’re a very pervy puppet with no self control ((hug))
pet project says:
I am
Abby says:
Are you sleepy yet? hahaha
pet project says:
No!
pet project says:
lol
pet project says:
certainly not now
Abby says:
It’s two hours past your bedtime. I realy should send you to bed, but I’m enjoying this
pet project says:
my blood got flooded with adrenaline I’m sure a couple of times, andmy heart sped up consideralby
Abby says:
gosh… are you turned on?
pet project says:
it’s been tempting to touch but I’ve kept my hands on teh keyboard or folded under my chin the whole time
pet project says:
Maybe. Just a little
Abby says:
good boy
Abby says:
a little?
pet project says:
A lot
Abby says:
that’s better
pet project says:
A massive amount
Abby says:
Wouldn’t it feel good to stroke right now?
pet project says:
I know I’m teeterinn and dipping in and out of that subspace area.
pet project says:
Of course it would but I’m not getting my hopes up of being permitted to stroke
Abby says:
We’re talking about keeping you in a state of financial ruin.
Abby says:
And you’re horny
pet project says:
oh … squimr
Abby says:
freako
Abby says:
lol
pet project says:
I know. it’s awful. I don’t get myself .. it’s really fucked up.
Abby says:
I think it’s beautiful
pet project says:
shiver. well it’s true without you I would be very much introuble now .. I’m sure.
pet project says:
not that I won’t be anyway .. but in you .. oh man .. you’re the only one that I have this weird feeling of safety with which is as paradoxical a thing as everything else…..
December 28th, 2005 at 7:23 pm
This is to confirm it’s all true. I don’t know whether it’s a good thing to be in this relationship but in it I am. And I can’t - for reasons of my own psychological vulnerabilities, and because Abigail is this insane mix of intense calm dominance and genuine empathy and quirky good humor - get out of it. She is my confidant, keeper of my sanity and my insanity, my best friend, my owner and my exploiter. We once spoke about this image of me down deep in a dark hole in the ground and her standing on the rim looking down, smiling, holding a rope and a shovel, and asking which one she should throw down. That image says so much that it would take pages to put in words.
December 29th, 2005 at 3:34 pm
It seems you made the correct choice by asking for the shovel. Dig, puppet, dig!
January 13th, 2006 at 2:00 pm
Loved reading “The Most Perverted Freak I Know” - but frankly the article left me wanting more. Your “pet project” seems well fixated but it’s all pretty tame. My experience as a foolish slave, when considering the financial and emotion devotion, would appear on the surface to match or exceed that of Your “pet”. So if this experience is really all that powerful, why i am i here reading Your site? Well, of late i’ve begun wondering if i’m in the best of hands. And if, after transfering thousands of dollars to Master just in the past few months (closer to 5K), i am having these thoughts perhaps i need to explore more.
January 13th, 2006 at 2:34 pm
mike, you should be able to communicate your thoughts to your current Master if you’re not completely satisfied. Have you disclosed all of your needs and desires? Although a certain amount of anonymity is necessary on the part of my puppets, a definite level of honesty is required. Be honest and open with your Master. If that doesn’t work, you know how to contact me.